Yesterday was the first day we talked with Princess about the blog after its creation, two weeks ago. It all began in the noon, when Princess sent me an instant message:

Princess: “I just read the last couple of posts you wrote in my blog. You need to know that my panties are wet!“
me: “I’m happy that You’re satisfied “
Princess: “There are certain things that we need to discuss in the evening, though“
me: “As You wish my Princess“

I felt very proud that Princess enjoyed reading my posts, but I was also rather nervous. What was that She wanted us to discuss? Was it good or bad, I couldn’t tell.

After we had dinner we sat on the sofa and Princess had me massage Her feet while talking about Her blog.

“You know we’ve never talked about that blog before. That doesn’t mean that I don’t care, or something, I read your posts every morning when I go to work and they usually make my day. I haven’t given you any feedback, just because I wanted to see how it would go during the first couple of weeks. Now that I have a quite good impression of the whole thing I believe we can discuss about it.“, Princess started.

>> First of all, I like the fact that you see this blog as a way to please me. The things you say and the way you say them make me very happy, and even horny at times. Moreover, the fact that you feel the threat of your own words, that you’re scared about something that you’ll write (or you won’t write) and it might make me angry, I also appreciate it, it’s a good thing and it shows respect. I want you to know that, until now, I couldn’t find any flaws in your posts, although I admit that I always look for a good reason to punish you . Not only that, but you describe the events with even more detail than I would initially hope for. You don’t seem to care about what others will think of you, you keep the rules we set and you aren’t afraid to humiliate yourself whenever required. I admit that these parts arouse me the most.

>> You mentioned yesterday something that worried me. I’m talking about the incident where I was kicking your balls and you said that you almost fainted. First of all I want to apologize, I had no idea that it would hurt so much. I knew that it’s rather sensitive there and that it’s easy for someone to cause even permanent damage, but I couldn’t imagine that it is that sensitive. Anyway, I appreciate the fact that you refrained from saying anything at that time, but, really you should have talked to me earlier. You should have showed me that I pushed your limits too much. I want you to be the father of my children and I wouldn’t want to cause you any permanent damage, especially in that area. But, more importantly, I need you to trust me, I need you to be sure that I would never do you harm. But, in order to avoid any unfortunate events in the future, I have to know whenever I overdo it. And sometimes I can’t know it unless you tell me. We got into this for both of us to have fun, don’t ever forget that. No matter how much I have started to enjoy some things, I would never do anything that I knew you wouldn’t also enjoy.

>> You confessed that yesterday you felt envy for one of my orgasms, for the first time in your life. First of all I appreciate the fact that you’re honest with me. Not only am I not offended by that confession, I also believe it’s great for you to feel that way. I want you to feel envy for me, it means that you’re aware of the things you’ve surrendered and it helps you to better understand the position you’ve put yourself under. Besides, it would be pointless to try to torture you if you just wouldn’t care. The fact that you do actually care kind of rewards my efforts.

>> If there is something that I didn’t like is that I noticed you’ve started adding links to other people’s blogs. It’s not that I don’t want you to add links, or that I don’t consent with the blogs you’ve already added. I had a look and I believe that’s some excellent stuff, so I have started reading them myself, and I’m sure all these people out there sharing their experiences can only help us. It’s just that I don’t like being disregarded, especially when it has to do with my own blog. When I said to you that I wanted this blog to be my property, it wasn’t just hot air. I deeply mean it, so I don’t want you to alter anything in my blog again, without my prior consent. Some day, when I’ll find some time, I’ll have you show some things to me, so that I will be able to do all the administrative work. But, until then, I want you to ask me first, next time you’ll find some other blog you may find interesting. And you will add it only if you have my permission.

>> Last but not least. I believe that this blog you created for me is one of the greatest gifts you have ever offered me. The fact that you’re willing to let everybody know of whatever I do to you reflects the impact and the authority I have over you and proves that your desire to totally surrender to me wasn’t only words. It’s very entertaining when I read your posts every morning, actually I sometimes do things to you, just to see you write about them the next day. It’s one more motive for me and it makes me feel even more powerful. I have certain ideas concerning my blog but I won’t say more right now. I believe it’s too early, besides I can’t imagine there are many people reading it, so I’ll try to keep my ideas for when there’ll be more guests. I am really looking forward to see the first comments coming and then I’ll have you do things that you can’t even imagine right now…

It’s strange whenever I realize that I can’t find words to describe my love for Princess!!!