Day 16 (denied for 9 days)

I’ve been very stressed during the last couple of days and I have to stay at work until late. The bad news is that this will most probably be the case until the end of next week. This means that I don’t get to see Princess as much as I would like to (of course, I never get to see Her as much as I really want…). We spend very little time together in the morning, anyway. But now that I return so late, we don’t have much together time in the night either. Yesterday, Princess had already taken Her dinner when I got back and She had fallen asleep on the sofa. I woke Her up, escorted Her to the bed and stayed there, petting Her until She fall asleep again. That was it!

In addition to that, I don’t have much time to post. I do it now, just because I have to, and it’s rather strange, because one part of me orders me to get back to work and on the other hand I feel that I have to follow the rules that Princess has set. I am very unhappy with the current situation. During the last weeks, all I long for is to get home and be with Princess. And now I know that when I’ll get back I’ll probably find Her asleep again. However, I don’t feel guilty or something. What I do, I do it for both of us, so I hope that She will forgive me. And I promise to keep our rule and keep my daily posts, even if they may not be that interesting.

December 5, 2007. thoughts.

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