My friend P. called me yesterday and he asked me if we could go out for a drink. Normally, I would just say “yeah, why not” and we would meet. But this time I was confused, I thought that maybe Princess was expecting me to ask for Her permission before arranging anything. I remembered joking once about going to a bar and She said that She would cut my balls off, or something like that! On the other hand, I didn’t know what to say to P., I couldn’t tell him, of course, that I didn’t know yet because I had to ask Princess first. So I said “yeah, why not” and I would just cancel it later, if Princess wouldn’t allow me to go. Next thing I did was to send Princess an instant message:

me: “Hi baby! P. just called me and he asked me if we could go for a drink after work.“
Princess: “What did you say?“
me: “I said ‘OK’ but I also wanted to ask for Your permission, so, if there is a problem I can cancel it“.
Princess: “I don’t know, I had plans for today. Nothing special, I just wanted us to be together, watch a DVD or something. We don’t do it very often lately. On the other hand, you can’t just cancel it, it would be rude. Why couldn’t you just ask me BEFORE arranging it?“
me: “I don’t know, I guess I didn’t know how I could explain my hesitation“
Princess: “Right, I forgot how dignified you are, you can’t let others know how much you respect me. Anyway, I don’t know what to say. You can do whatever you want.“
me: “OK, look, I’ll call him later and tell him that I’m very busy and I’ll have to stay at work until late. I don’t have a problem, really, besides I wouldn’t want to ruin Your plans.“
Princess: “You can do that for me? That would be excellent You can be such a good boy if you want“
me: “I’m glad You’re so pleased I’ll see You later then.“

It’s not the first time we had this kind of conversation. Even in the past, there were times when Princess wasn’t very happy of me going out without Her. Of course, I didn’t have to ask for Her permission then, but still, She always had Her way to make Her point. Sometimes I would insist, sometimes I would be more diplomatic and say something similar as today. In the latter case, Princess would feel bad for being oppressive and She would go like “No, you can go, I really don’t mind and I shouldn’t make a scene on the first place. I’m sorry”. But this was not the case this time. She didn’t want me to go and She wasn’t so willing to suppress Her wish.

I guess that now I’m expected to say how I feel about it. I will be honest, I really wanted to go and it wasn’t so insignificant as I made it seem. But on the other hand, this whole scene also had a strong positive effect on me. I mean, it’s easy for me to surrender some things when I don’t really care about them. But when the time comes and I have to give up on something I really want, just because Princess asks me to, it’s then when I feel genuinely submissive. Besides, I know how fair and mature Princess is, and I know She can be a better judge of whether I should be allowed to do something or not!

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We were watching the movie when Princess asked me to pull my boxers down, so I did as She said. She looked at my shrink dick, but She didn’t say something, so I ignored the whole incident and went on with the movie. A couple of minutes later, Princess paused the movie and started yelling, criticizing me about its condition. “What the hell is that tiny thing? I gave you some time in order to give me what I want. Do you really believe that I asked you to get undressed just to get this? What could I possibly do with that molecule? Put it back in, I don’t even want to look at it!“, She said, while slapping me between my thighs. I don’t know if it was Her tone, or the slapping (or both), the fact is that my dick had begun showing its potential as soon as the lecturing was over. Princess noticed that and said something about my masochism and how I was incapable of an erection unless I could feel some pain. “If pain is what it takes for it to start behaving, I’m more than glad to push that button until I get the max out of it“, She said and She started biting my legs so hard that I thought they were gonna bleed. She was right, though, since my dick soon got rock hard. Princess smiled at me, pressed the “play” and we continued watching the movie while She was teasing my cock at the same time.

After the end of the movie I attempted to remove Her panties. I desperately wanted to lick Her pussy, but She said that She was tired and that all She wanted was to massage Her to sleep. We went to the bedroom and I did what She asked. At some time I moved my hands over Her butt, but this was not my lucky day. Princess said that all She asked for was a massage and I had to deal with it, whether I liked it or not. It was so hard for me to have Her gorgeous ass in front of me and not being allowed to touch it. Soon She fall asleep and I was left with a hard-on and a terrible insomnia. After a long time, I felt again this irresistible wish to masturbate and get a relief. Of course, this was not an option so, after what felt like an eternity, I managed to fall asleep.